I thought of going to sleep. But not having you by my side, always keeps me awake. You were a part of my life. And now you’re memory.. It just leaves me with a bigger hole in my heart. I wanna cry and let it out, but I can’t. I always get sick of hating everyone. Sick of being hurt. Sick of crying. Sick of feeling this way. Sick of being me. I can’t feel anything anymore. Maybe now, I’m just lifeless and numb.